My friend died, he asked me to do somthing 2 days before he died and i blew him off.. help?

Dude accidents happen IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT!!! he has probably blew people off too. It's normal and it's okay. And you have played with him before . just relax, kid, there's nothing you can do about it. I am sorry for your loss, i really hate when love ones die, but live for him, live a great life because you are lucky. You're lucky you once got to know a guy that awesome, don't sweat it kid. It is sad and you regret it and i had a similar accident, my bf of a year dropped me off in a hurry, and he wanted to walk me to the door, and i said no it's okay , i just wanted him to get home before we got in trouble and wouldn't get to see each other for a while. He begged me and i told him no. Driving home he got in a bad wreck. If i would have let him walk me to the door, he would have stayed longer and that lady wouldn't of hit him [[she was texting -__- ]]. the car was totaled and however he got out without a scratch, everyone said it was a miracle. I hold him longer now a days. It is true. You never know what you got until it is gone. But it is not your fault remember everything happens for a reason, it was just his time to go , as sad as it seems.